God is calling. He is placing on my heart mighty things! EXPECT A CHANGE! Things that happen on a daily basis and that I see are so hard to describe but how I know it is shaping and changing my heart. I continue to seek after God and what He has. What a sweet sweet time this is with Him! So different than any other time in my life. Other cultures teach and show you so much at times it helps me to understand my own better. I feel this drive and desire but do not yet know what God is building in my heart! In time I know He will reveal it all to me. It is hard to wait, but I take courage in the meantime. “Be strong, and let your heart take courage, all you who wait for the Lord!” –Psalm 31:24 Cherishing and enjoying every moment in the mean time. There are things I experience to help shape for the future. What joy it is resting in the Lord. God is moving healing areas I did not even know that still hurt. They were areas I had suppressed. But He is doing mighty amazing things! And I know He will continue this good work which He has started in me.
the baby room during lunch time
I have been spending little time everyday with the kids in the baby room. Helping out but also just spending time with them. How quickly these kids have wrapped my heart up. They all are so special and have such personalities (already!). There is Olupot (5yrs), Sundae (4yrs), Able (4yrs), Moses (6yrs), Juma (5yrs), Joshua (5yrs), Adango and Apio (twins 3yrs), Gloria (4yrs), Eric (4yrs), Sam (1yr), and Christine (6mnths). Not for sure about age, but around that age. These are all the kids that live at Smile in the baby room. The day babies are all ones that come with their older siblings for the day. They are the ones we bath, feed and take care of for the day. All of these children are around 1 year old and younger, Philip, Richard, Paulo, Esther, Irene, Jessica, Blessing, and Allowu. And they are ALL so precious!
I witnessed Apio talking to JaJa Grace the other day and it was a whole little conversation about taking a nap and getting the other kids from outside to come in also. So cute and adorable to see them interact and talk in their language. I can not put into words exactly but was amazing to see JaJa talk to her. You could just see how much JaJa cares for her and all the other kids. She is so patient and sweet to them. A real JaJa (grandmother) to all the kids that live at Smile! You could also see just how Apio’s mind was working, she is such a curious and stubborn little girl and this personality was showing through her true colors in this conversation. I did not know exactly what they were saying but I could get from gestures and tones how it was going. Amazing to just sit there and watch. Such precious children of God!!!
Whenever I am near any and all of these kids I just feel such a heaviness to pray for their futures. Who knows what they will see, experience and deal with. But I know they are children of God and He holds them in the palm of His hand. I just can’t help myself not to pray for them still. They have captured such a special part of my heart and I so look forward to that moment in the day where I go visit. They look at me and just take all of me in while I am looking into their dark beautiful eyes. I love to hear them chant my name when they can see me coming from far off. Some of them run into my arms and I scoop them up one by one, smothering them with kisses and hugs. They just take it giggle and embrace me. How adorable these little ones are! Their minds are so bright and have such a future to be and or do anything they want. They are getting amazing care and given what they need by living at Smile. Or for those that come for the day, they receive such love and care the day while they are at Smile. They are just so cute; here are a few of them so you can just see for yourself…
JaJa Grace and Baby Sam. This baby is her very favorite and you can tell by the way she so cares for him, don’t get me wrong she loves all the babies but Sam is her favorite (we all have them!).
Sundae is one to always have a dirty face, but a huge silly cute smile! He is so fun to play with. He loves to be chased and laughs so adorable. He also has this walk that just makes me giggle every time!
Gloria is not sad, but when you try to take her picture usually makes this face. She is one to always be out playing and getting into trouble. She loves to be going and doing, very active little girl.
Moses is the oldest and brightest! He is also one to often be very silly. He always has a smile and just warms my heart! He is one to always give me a huge hug and be around to help or play.
Adongo is the taller of the twins. She is very silly and is always wearing this smile! She is one to just give you a look and then run off, come back and then run off again. She loves to cuddle but also play.
Apio is the smaller one of the twins. She is the one that is a bit sneaky. Adongo and Apio have grown so much since I have been here. They are now using the toilet by themselves and have graduated to outside the baby room for the day. They both love to play and be loved! Apio is one to always have something to say and just go on and on about anything, I do not always know what she is saying but will just talk to me anyways! Both of the twins are little and so cute!
Olupot is one of my favorites. I wrote about him in one of the earlier blogs. He is always into trouble. He is stubborn as they say here. He loves to smile that huge adorable cute smile. He and I hang out a lot just being together!
Baby Christine is just growing so much. She came in November as a new born baby, just days old. Now she is holding her head but and getting a little personality.
Some of the Day Babies! left to right. Richard, Jessica, Blessing, Allowu, Ester
Richard is the brother to Ruthie (one of my favorite little girls, she is in P1 and calls me momma). He has a big belly due to the amount of food this boy eats! He is very healthy and loves to eat everyone’s leftovers. He is almost always happy but doesn’t smile that much, but loves to play and giggle. It’s adorable to watch him and Ruthie interact. She takes great care of him and he loves her so very much.
Jessica is super smart. She also has a wonderful sister that takes great care of her. Jessica will help you wash/bath herself in the mornings. It is super cute. She is always happy but also does not often show it with smiling.
Blessing is one of the babies that we care the most for. He is often sick and malnourished. He has a very big puss pocket on his head (looking here on the right side). This is something that is often treated, but the mother does not take care of him. He is becoming healthier and even starting to smile more, but he still goes up and down on the roller coaster of health. He has a sister that takes care of him, but she is also not very happy. I think they both just need to be shown so much love and care.
Allowu is often sick, but when she is not she is such a happy girl. She loves to play, giggle, and SMILE! She is one that just looks at me and warms my heart. She is getting older and not sleeping during nap time, so we have graduated her just recently to be outside all day with the nursery age kids. It is great for her and she loves to be playing with the other kids all day. She has two older brothers that take amazing care of her. All three have great big smiles and are very happy kids.
Esther is a very needy little girl, but I love her so much. When I first started helping out she did not want to come to any muzungus and would just cry and cry and cry. But now she has gotten use to me and will come to me and not cry. She has an older sister that is very protective of her and will not just leave her with anyone or by herself. So she has a wonderful sister that takes great care of her. Esther also has a brother that is super cute. All three of these kids are very happy and loving kids. They are such a joy to be around. Esther is one of the youngest day babies.
Irene is always very serious with this face. She is also very smart and older like Jessica. Irene will help you bath herself also. She is never really mad, upset, or happy. She just makes this face, which is quite cute!
Irene and Paulo on Christmas Eve day after getting their sweetie waiting for someone to help them get home. The older kids at Smile are very good at helping the littler ones make it to Smile and back home each day. It is quite a responsibility when it is not even their brother or sister, but I have learned that they all take care of each other here!
Paulo is a very funny boy! He is very spoiled and needy but adorable. Just look at that Smile! He is usually happy but often throws fits to get things his way. In the time I have been here he has learned to walk and is now walking everywhere. He is very close to graduating from the baby room also. What fun it will be for him to go play and socialize all day with the other kids.
Philip is a messy boy. He is older also but sometimes comes back to visit for the day. He is very sweet and smart. He does not cause much of any trouble, just curious so gets into everything. He is always happy and always smiling. He has an older sister that lives in the baby room, Gloria. It is always interesting to hear the stories of the families and how one of the kids will live at Smile and others will just come of the day. All have a story!
These are the little ones that bring joy to my life on some rough days, but they also just do it everyday. I miss them even when we are gone for a day. They have such precious, sweet smiles and the way they look at me just melts my heart. I love them dearly and pray for them often. Hope they have blessed your day with their sweetness…











































































































